23rd Jan 1997

Afraid that South African authorities still want him, Darryl begins recalling his politically oppressive childhood in his former home.

30th Jan 1997

Darryl's mind is flooded with boyhood memories of fighting at school, his love of a white girl and the arrests of Boytjie and Russell on charges of murder.

6th Feb 1997

After a run-in with David, Darryl recalls his brother's clandestine political activities in Soweto and Boytjie facing formal charges of murder.

13th Feb 1997

Darryl's publisher plans to add text to his book that the author finds unacceptable.

20th Feb 1997

When Darryl fears that a man he sees talking to Lerato has been following him, he remembers a man he saw knifed in South Africa and Boytjie's murder trial.

27th Feb 1997

Despite David's insistence, Darryl is reluctant to join the Canadian anti-apartheid movement; Darryl recalls his days in boarding school.

6th Mar 1997

Rosa worries about Darryl's obsession with the man following him; Darryl remembers Veronica's decision to pass as white and live in the suburbs.

13th Mar 1997

Darryl considers speaking at a protest at the South African consulate, which prompts him to remember how easy it is to become an enemy of the state.

20th Mar 1997

With suspicions that Sipho is in trouble in South Africa, Darryl remembers the government seizing his grandmother's house and David being wounded in the army.

27th Mar 1997

Darryl recalls the effects his political activities had on his late father when he receives a call from his mother still living in his native South Africa.

3rd Apr 1997

Darryl debates whether to return to South Africa when his safety cannot be guaranteed.

10th Apr 1997

While returning to South Africa for his father's funeral, Darryl remembers how he was smuggled out of the country.

10th Apr 1997

Special Branch agents confront Darryl when he arrives in South Africa; David admits to his clandestine work for the government.